Why do you write journals? Do you find it a posative thing for you, and if so, in what way? Is it a public journal? Do you ever find yourself censoring your writings for whoever else might read them?
Question #1: Why do you write journals?
Answer: jaelina writes journals so that anything that happens in Oour lives/ Oour life, is recorded and the memories Wwe have shared will always be captured in ink. Another reason that she writes her journals is because it releases negative and posative emotions.
Question #2: Do you find it a posative thing for you, and if so, in what way?
Answer: girl does find writing everything out a very posative thing for her and also for You, Master. It is posative because no matter the emotions attatched to whatever she may be writing about, they get out and hopefully dont feel so overwhelming. Also, journaling helps Uus Bboth because sometimes writing things gets more out than talking because writing gives her time to think about what she writes about. It also comes out so much more like she means it to come out.
Question #3: Is it a public journal?
Answer: It is *not* a public journal. The reason for this leads into the next question.
Question #4: Do you ever find yourself censoring your writings for whoever else might read them?
Answer: jaelina woudl change the words "for whoever else might read them" to "from whoever else might read them." Simply because yes she does catch herself kind of restricting what she see's, feels, etc. when it is *very* deep, sexual, passionate because she does concern herself, with the fact that her family has read her journals in the past, and for her that cheapens the feelings, dirties them because they cannot understand fully in thier heart, the emotions, and special moments. It's like someone having the ability to read her. No one but the One that her heart beats for, the One that her soul soars for can truly understand these feelings. That might sound over romanticized or poetic, but it really is the way it feels. It isnt that she doesnt want people to know the passion, but like she said, people that do not have the ability to understand it, cheapen it by judgement and personal beliefs/opinions.
Master ShenLong's jaelina